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`` map of the PROBLEMATIQUE. [ jade ] Jul 9, 2009 13:22:06 GMT -7

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Post by Jade Neumair on Jul 9, 2009 13:22:06 GMT -7

[last updated 7.20.2009]

||FILTH in the BEAUTY

jadeelliottneumair
come with me and we'll drink a toast to anarchy
all we need is excess and ecstasy
you want the world, i'll show the way
just raise your fist and let me hear you say
HATE.

||The REVERSE side of BEAUTY

FINAL||you're my precious, so forever, always, smile
CURRENT||you're my beloved, so I will always hold only you...
MUTUAL||denial is a lie caused by desire
CRUSHONJADE||body heat dyed with contradiction
JADECRUSHESONYOU||in the caress that takes on reason
MIXEDFEELINGS||the spring that melts into a dance is suddenly
LUST||filthy.... my mind which falls
FUCKBUDDIES||i can't even figure out where I'm headed
MAKEOUTBUDDIES||fading memory is slowly drawn..
ONENIGHTSTAND||you cannot finish suppressing the desire.
PASTBADTERMS||ecause even if I fall into unending sleep
PASTGOODTERMS||there's nothing to be afraid of
PASTLINGERINGFEELINGS||only affection is becoming greater
PASTBACKTOGETHER||closet mind is distorted instability.
CHEATINGWITHYOU||the countless fatal scar was born.
CHEATINGONYOU||from the beginning you must have known...
YOUCHEATEDONROWAN||reflected in your eyes, my face doesn't return anything
FLIRTING||if it's a dream then don't wake up
ONANDOFF||If you turn towards the sky "you can see the other world"
SEXUALTENSION||no matter how much we hurt each other

||In your LETTERS there are only WORDS I cannot READ

PARTNERSINCRIME||i want to meet you hear it from your mouth
BESTFRIENDS||weak with white which i can't get used to just a sigh echoes
CLOSEFRIENDS||though i'd be saved if i only knew the color of the sky
AVERAGEFRIENDS||i want to someday forget even the deep struggling breaths
NEWFRIENDS||when even the strength of wishing so seems shriveled up
TEENAGEFRIENDS||if i sing "downcast tomorrow" the sleep that comes after the thorn
CHILDHOODFRIENDS||the restraint my body was bound by
DRINKINGBUDDIES||even the mind seems to sleep
PARTYFRIENDS||the heat that touched my cheeks is very nostalgically sweet
JUSTFRIENDS||the shadow i saw in a dim loophole a warm-colored dream
JUSTMET||my eyes in which your impression is left
FAKEFRIENDS||reflected in my eyes, your tears are all phony
ENEMYTURNEDFRIEND||in the end I knew you must be smiling..
LOVERTURNEDFRIEND||you do not take me with you
FRIENDSWITHBENEFITS||to the days with you and the sunlight filtering through the trees
CONFIDANT||the oozing white wavers
FRIENDSPOSSIBLERELATIONSHIP||it feels like I'll even forget words
LIKEFAMILY||where do my tears flow away to
OTHERHALF||call my name
EMOTIONALSUPPORT||hold me till I crumble

||UGLY acting and SONG

HARDCOREHATE||vanish away as you're embraced by flame
MUTUALDISLIKE||pain is taken away by the darkness
FRIENDTURNEDENEMY||the fragments of you fell into the deep darkness
GRUDGE||how many phantoms could you file away
MAJORFIGHT||please disappear because it is an eyesore
FISTFIGHT||in a moment I'd choose freedom
VERBALFIGHT||the fragments of kindness are also missing
ANNOYANCE||the half-crazed brat is drenched to the bone
INDIFFERENCE||it fails together if going straight
POSSIBLETRUCE||an alias that shakes and fades away
RIVAL||reflected in that day, I snicker
ONESIDEDHATE||masquerade in a decorated swaying love

||So long to the OTHER side of the LIGHT

HOUSEMATES||so long to nameless liberty
FAMILY||can't go back to being wrapped in peace
PROTECTIVEOFYOU||strip off your wings that are covered in holes
JADEPROTECTEDBYYOU||dive in, force your eyes open
ENGAGED/MARRIED||'cause there is a muddied heaven that would be paradise to reside in
BADINFLUENCE||consume all the abuse
GOODINFLUENCE||advance to wash away the wounds
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||So long to NAMELESS liberty
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`` map of the PROBLEMATIQUE. [ jade ] Jul 9, 2009 13:47:04 GMT -7

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Post by Jade Neumair on Jul 9, 2009 13:47:04 GMT -7

|| The BOYS and GIRLS i know

×× BLANCHE SANGUILLE !

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CRUSHONJADE||body heat dyed with contradiction
JADECRUSHESONME||in the caress that takes on reason
PROTECTIVEOFME||strip off your wings that are covered in holes
MIXEDFEELINGS||the spring that melts into a dance is suddenly
SEXUALTENSION||no matter how much we hurt each other
ANNOYANCE||the half-crazed brat is drenched to the bone

[[Blanche's Plot]
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JADE SAYS :: "I'm not really sure what to say about Blanche, because I'm not entirely sure what I think about her. I feel calmer when I'm around her...more gentle, I guess you could say. She's...interesting. But it's weird, because she also annoys the hell outta me with her random spurts of French and glaring all the time and whatnot. Eh. I dunno."

I SAY :: "Jade...he frustrates, annoys and intrigues me all at once. I want to get under his skin and make him react in a violent way, despite the fact that all I have ever done is run from violent men. It goes against my nature, and so I am afraid of him also. Typically, not my type of boy. Regardless, I find myself staring at him at inapropriate moments. "

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××ANALEIGH DOLOHOV !

PARTNERSINCRIME||i want to meet you hear it from your mouth
BESTFRIENDS||weak with white which i can't get used to just a sigh echoes
LIKEFAMILY||where do my tears flow away to
OTHERHALF||call my name
EMOTIONALSUPPORT||hold me till I crumble
PROTECTIVEOFYOU||strip off your wings that are covered in holes
JADEPROTECTEDBYYOU||dive in, force your eyes open
ENGAGED/MARRIED||'cause there is a muddied heaven that would be paradise to reside in
[[Analeighs Plot]

JADE SAYS :: "It's weird being engaged to this girl even though I don't like her that way, but oh well. It's our parents' fault, not ours. Anyway, she's easy to get along with and we've been friends forever, so it's not too bad I guess. We're close, and she's basically the only person I trust other than myself."

I SAY :: "I've known Jade since I was born. The first few years of my life I was unaware of the fact that we were to be married, but as soon as we found out, we set to making trouble together. During the years that followed, we became close friends, but it's all we'll ever be. I trust Jade with my life, but never with my heart."

××NIKOLAI ZHAROV !

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HARDCOREHATE||vanish away as you're embraced by flame
MUTUALDISLIKE||pain is taken away by the darkness
RIVAL||reflected in that day, I snicker
ANNOYANCE||the half-crazed brat is drenched to the bone
[[NIKOLAI's Plot]
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JADE SAYS :: "This kid thinks he's some sort of hero or something, I swear. He's always strutting about like he knows it all. He's much too nosy for his own good, too, and if he doesn't back off and keep out of my way things aren't going to turn out pretty."

I SAY :: "Jade has got to be the rudest, most self-centered douche on the planet! Besides, I think he's up to no good. Someone just give me ten minute alone with him and I'll put him in his place."

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